-Michael K. Nguyen
-Nguyen = Vietnamese. Duh.
-Cali Living 916
-Halfway to thirty-six since May 8th
-AnHS Alumnus, Wind Bound
-This blog could have anything.
-I believe in God, not religion
-"Invent Nothing, Deny Nothing"
the worst is having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains out of your body and you feel empty again
I will wake up at three AM
And I will roll over
Into your arms.
You will rub my back
Until I fall back to sleep.
I will wait for that.
One night I will, hopefully.
<p dir="ltr"> Me: I want someone who will think I matter something to them. </p>
<p dir="ltr"> Her: So you want someone that needs you?</p>
<p dir="ltr"> Me: Not necessarily need me, just their life is made better because of me. This sounds conceded but I'll try to describe it better. I want someone who knows they are alright by themselves, someone who knows who they already are because they were strong enough to do that on their own. But I want to know if I come into the picture they'll glow. That simply my presence would light up their day. I guess the best way to put it is that I want to give someone that same feeling when I see my niece after a long time of not seeing her. My day has already been good so far but as soon as I see that little girl my day becomes that much brighter. To know that I can mean something like that to somebody would be my only request because making people smile is seriously the best thing you could ever do.</p>
im sorry i got so attached but you made my life bearable for that short amount of time
One of the best feelings is knowing that you’re wanted. Knowing that someone wants to talk to you, wants to know how you’re doing, wants to se you. Whether they pick up the phone to send you a quick text or stop by your house to catch up, someone or something reminded them of you specifically. It just feels really nice to know that you’ve been on someone’s mind and that they care enough to let you know that.
I was just talking about this today.
honestly a good partner isn’t necessarily someone who loves the exact same things you love but rather someone who is willing to listen to you ramble on and on about a particular subject that you’re passionate about even if they have little to no interest in it
i hope one day you are at peace with yourself. i hope you can take a shower without crying and you can close your eyes without thinking about your funeral. i hope one day you start singing in the shower again and are happy for no reason. i hope you get better, because you really deserve to.
i hope you fall in love with someone who makes you question why you ever thought you would be better off alone
do you ever look around at the big crowds of people around you and realize everyone has a story and memories and family and troubles and achievements and a first kiss and a broken heart but you’ll never know any of it and every human life is really intricate and expansive but oh they’ve walked into a shop and you’ll never see them again and you’ll never know just what they were thinking
there’s no better feeling than making someone laugh
except maybe making them moan